I feel ugly because of my acne scar?

My face... I have a lot of acne scars, especially up my forehead and cheeks. I feel...ugly because of this...I try to get over it by focusing on my other strengths. I got a new haircut with bangs, applied eyelash extension to make myself look doll-like, wore girl clothes, work out gym, i now have a 23 waistline! BUT...my face. whenever i look at my face, especially when there's fluorescent light highlighting all the pocket holes. I really really get sad. This is pretty much taking a toll on my self-esteem no matter how hard i try to cope with it. I look at other girls around me and I hate that I can't pull up my hair and wear ponytail and not look tired and matured even though I am only 23. I feel men can't like me because of this. I tried avoiding the mirror to rid myself of negative thoughts, even blur my eyes so I can't see my scars. But it doesn't help all the time. How can I deal with this?